How can i help him?

11/08/2010

Day after day,now is hari raya puasa oledi,and i aslo work with him almost half years,i really don know what can i do for him,and help him.i really very upsaid for my self everyday.i really don know what i need to support him,when i everyday write my diary i also want to cry and really upsaid.No matter what i also really him very well,i really don like to do so very hard,i just interview in once of the restorans in inside doing a job for cleaning,salary only Rm60 per days.hopefully i can help him in between a children $$$ can be enought use in family.Actually i really not happy in my life,i always alone and lonely in my life,no people noe,you noe i m a stupid people,always give him a big trouble and always make him unhappy.I need to make him be a good enought be coming a good father.i really really love him very much,in this few day,i cant sleep,always dreaming him when he getting rich,i really very scare he will leave me alone again and against.i try to relax...


from:jeffrey lee

what meaning of love

3july2010 raining days 0400p.m

爱，真的是一重需要吗？还是要付出所有的一切才能爱吗？是否爱真的要付出吗？难道喜欢一个人有错吗？？人与人之间的感情就像一场风一样，要来就来，要走的走，是否这重感觉是真实的吗？还是上天弄人，我真的非常非常的爱他。难道爱他是一种错误吗？我很伤心，很想死了就算，为何还让我在这个世界上生存下去？我非常痛恨我自己，如果死能够让我决觉一切的痛苦，那我选着死。一了百了就算。

how can i love him

2july2010 raining day 0330p.m

Long time i didnt write my diary already,i look like very damm human,regarding now,i really started love him ed,but he wont love me,i really really said,but,i never get it up for him,just wait,and be patient to waiting for him.actually i said as myself,i also don know what kind a work i need to do for him,support he money income for company or what???!!!four mths i m work 2gether wit him,but i really really never ak for my salary,izzit i m a stupid ppl or i m loving him very much?Haiz...i don know how to concentrate to work if i still cant get it up for my feeling and love,GODS,pls tell me what can i help him or if i leave him and get it alone,then better i leave it,but i will getting so lonely,actually my life is not very goods,just always look like lonely,who knows?I really really love him,no matter what disscusion,i wll respect him,cos i m love him so much,no matter how far i m going,my heart only have you.pls don leave me alone again,i really very scare when you are not stay beside me,i m feeling i will loss my hand in my life.Haiz!!why?

TO BE CONTINUE........

Hopefully Regards you will leave it,but you wont be lonely.
your lover:

jeffrey lee.

辛苦

2010年5月18日 雨天

我真的很累，真的不知道该怎么办好，我真的很爱它人。今天我不知道为什么一只吵架，是因为我工作方面呢还是感情？其实它在我心目中是我人生最开心得是，在为来得的两个月它教会了我很多人生道理，是因它我才觉得我更应该要帮着它，也许是我笨蛋，什么也帮不了它，每天都给它嘛烦，哦而又弄生气它。我真的很没有用，我一只帮不了它，对不起，请你让我帮你好吗？只要你平安无事，身体安康 和 生意兴隆 就好，每当我离开时，就会感觉很安慰了，在我人生当中就是认识了您，谢谢您。把我的人生带来了经彩和快乐。我真的很爱它，只要它快乐我就快乐，朋友当中它真的是对我最好的，我真的是为它而活。如果没有了它，我真的不知道该如何面对。天呀。。。告诉我好吗？

名竣上。

haiz,upsaid.

17may2010

Day after days,long time i really really no write my diary ed,so far i quite bz for my work,haiz!I dun know how to say also,no matter how i do,i always support him forever,because he is my respect ppl in my heart and my mind.i always tell myself i just can like cant be love is more than enought.everyday i also with him together working ed,really is more than enought,i wish myself hopefully he is a wonderful ppl and can be business in a top of the world is ok ed....when i say him sometimes i very upsaid for myself cant help him.only talk,i very upsaid.got ppl tell me how did i need to help him??haiz!

to be continue........

from:jeffrey lee

i no working in day 4 already.

03march2009

Haiz,i don know what i support doing now,wake up eat ,see movie and sleep only,izzit this is my life??Did i sutpid??Did i happy in my life?I also don know actually,now i just waiting mr daniel loo set up a new coffee shop is near klang parade that site.But i still consider did i can handle up all they he need,now i still thiking of my life,izzit i just only really want be a hawker or be a big boss in klang?Since my dream is be coming a new branch i anywhere....but.to be

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No working any more,i also don know what i support want to do also???

01march 2010

Today is my boring day also is my 1st day i m no working any more,i quite boring as well,since when i hear my shop owner want to take back and close up hold shop my mood is start no happy as all.Now i m sit at klang parade oldtown and waiting time pass.Actually my mood is no good enough,i m thinking what kind of job i need 2 do or i need do to back my family business??i m still consider yet!Where i need to go or which part i have to stay in my working place.Haiz!

From:jefferey lee.

2010

2010年01月04 日 晴天 12时25分

很久很久都没有时间写日记了，也许我真的很忙在我的工作上和生活上的需要吧！近来我也不知道未何我会越变越肥，很会吃。。。。Haiz!2009年以经结束了，新的一年也是我人生新的开始，“人生会有几个的十年”。